As a lot of you guys know, I have been really struggling with a ton of things. The list could go on, but if you have been reading my blog, you all know what has been going on.
As this month started approaching (my birthday month) I had a party planned to have all of my good friends over. But as it started getting super close, I felt like I didn't deserve the party, I started feeling guilty that no one liked me, feeling like a failure, and so many other things. I prayed about it and shared with a couple of friends about how I felt, and they encouraged me and let me know to stop worrying about all of that.

The other day after my party, I realized about how blessed I really am. I had many friends help me prepare for my party, helped me clean and decorate, and so many other things. Then all the people that took their time out of their Saturday to come and help celebrate, that really blessed me. All the love that people showed to me overwhelmed me.

Then I got spoiled with a ton of birthday wishes on Facebook. To be honest, that made me extremely blessed. I got over 50 things on my timeline and so many birthday notes. It made my day, and made me know how many people actually love me. On top of that, my birth grandparents, my grandma, 3 brothers, Jason, and my parents, they all helped me celebrate my actual birthday. It was extremely special. On top of that, my google plus friends wrote me things on google plus.

Literally this has been a huge blessing to me this birthday. I would have to say this has been the best birthday ever. :)