Today has been extremely hard for me. I really feel like giving up on everything. The moment I feel like things are going great.... I have friends to talk to, feeling like I am fine with my adoption things, feeling like I am doing great in school, feeling like I have friends to talk to when I need advice, etc. Once I feel that this is all going great, I feel that things come crashing down. I feel that I am really alone and that I have no friends or family to talk to about all this, then I feel that people don't like me, I feel unloved, I feel that people are just rejecting me, I feel that I am failing big time in school, worrying about having to move, becoming jealous of some friendships, feeling that I just can't do this. Honestly, it is hard, because I don't feel like others understand me.
This is super hard, I have been going through this all for the past few months. I just wish sometimes that I could just make things better with just a snap of the finger. But it is not that easy.
I know that God has me go through these things though so that I can grow closer to Him each day as I go through this.
This is an extremely hard time in my life right now, feeling like I have been rejected by many and so many other things.
But I need to remember that God is sovereign and He is good! I am beyond blessed to have a Savior here for me who is here 24/7.
Hi Hannah! I am quite sure you have heard something like this before.. but I wanted to let you know that sometimes our friends or family might let us down all the time, but God will never ever give up on you and he will never call you anything BUT his precious daughter! you should check out Isaiah 41:10, it is one of my most favorite verses! I love you Hannah
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