Tuesday, December 2, 2014

wearing a mask

Right now I am going through a difficult time feeling like no one really cares about me and that I am not worth anything. Having relationships end, being talked rudely to, being made fun of, and so many other things, this is really hard. When people ask me how I am doing, I usually say that I am doing ok, but in reality... When I am down, it is super hard to be able to not share with your close friend about what you are going through. So sometimes I will share with someone, but it is quite hard for me... Sometimes I will just push it off and act like it is no big deal. (When really it is, I just know that I will cry if I say something) Yes I hate crying in front of others, but I know that it is good to sometimes just get it out.

The thing that I wish we never did was "Wear Masks" People tend to wear them. They act like their life is all fine, when really it is not. I would just suggest that you would all take time to check on friends and family of yours. You never know how much someone is going through until you take the time to talk to them. I would encourage all you who are reading this to take the time to see how a person is doing.

2 comments:

  1. Dear Hannah, I just want to let you know that we all go thru times like these you are describing! It has happened to me in my youth (it is harder as a youth) and as an adult! Some times it is just when we need encouragement and others when we need to comfort others. There is always someone else who needs you as they are in a bad place. Just like Elijah who after defeating the prophets of Baal he had a pity party and God had to snap him out of it. Just take time to find others and encourage them and that will help move you into a better place! God Bless you and when you have to wear a mask read Hebrews 13:16, 2 Tim 1:7. See you on Sunday, till then our Love.

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  2. Thank you so much grandpa Cecil! I am so excited to be able to see you guys on Sunday. Love you

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